On a bit of brighter news, I have found myself a Mommy-Domme in Second life. She looks after me, and disciplines and rewards me as needed. I am grateful to have met her.
I am aware some people might fin this post out of place at the moment. But in fact this helps me deal with the other things that are thrown at me right now, in RL and SL.
It give me ‘Rest’ in my head. As a friend of me remarked: I am more perky now. I think that is because I feel I found a place where i belong. At the feet of My Dome/Mommy.
The only sad thign about this even is that i think i might have hurt an old friend. I don;t like the idea that i hurt her, yet, for myself I know i have done the right thing trustign my submisive side to my new Domme/Mommy
