Bran is one of the avatars i am not too often. But it does not make him less. In fact. He might, together with Duncan be the closest to who I realy am.
In Second Life, Bran is my submissive character. not as in hardcore SM, or something, but with him I give into my fatalistic tendencies. However, since most people rather seem to put me in the dominant space, there is little place for these urges normally. That is why i created a separate avatar in the form of Bran.
Bran wants to be taken care of , to be nurtured. However, I only tent to do so when I feel very lonely, or saddened/frightened.
Another thing I hear often is that bran is not as beautiful as Duncan. This might be true, but he as avatar is more real, as i shaped him after a real picture of me when i was 8 years old.
Now some out there could tell me that this is wrong, to have an 8 year old with fetishes running around, that it is pedophilic, ect. But the simple fact is that when I was 8 years old , i INDEED had this fetish already… and it was taken care of in the wrong way, by telling it was “bad” and that I should not ‘be like that’. Don’t tell me things are wrong just because they don;t fit into your idealism. I am not out to hurt others, I am out to heal myself. and if you think that is wrong, we are done talking.
