Although i think i know myself well, there are some things I really can’t tell about myself. Especially where i have to talk about good properties of myself, I find that I am either pushing that subject away, or make a big joke of it. One could say it is false modesty, but sadly, i wish that was true.
In my quest for steady work, I have been given the assignment to list my good qualities. And find matching jobs for those qualities.
I have been given this assignment before, but up until now, I always have been able to avoid actually making such list (although i spend many hours thinking about it) However, I fear this time, I will have to make it… I have been staring at an empty sheet for about 2 days now.
I could make a list of all my bad qualities. It is quite easy actually naming 10 things that are wrong with me. I would not want to write them down, but I am able to do so.
And the longer I am thinking about possible good qualities, the more convinced I am that I am just mediocre. And browsing the net for help does not get me any closer.
I realy need to put it aside for now, before i am thinking myself into a clinical depression.